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My favorite essay of all time from C+C ❤️

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Aw, that is so kind! Thanks for reading.

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This tugged at my heart. We had our 4th baby 6 months ago and wondering if this is the last of this era. We’ve always talked about 4-5 kids but can definitely see closing this chapter after 4 kids.

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Perfect timing, as I passed on our navy blue glider this week. 🥹 It rocked my best friend’s two baby boys, and then mine. Unintentionally, it’s off to another two boy mama. 💙💙

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What a gift to pass along.

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Loved this ❤️ we just moved our first born into a big bed and dragged the rocking chair into the nursery for baby brother to use in just a few months.

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I completed related to this! We recently sold our rocking chair that I bought off Facebook Marketplace 12 years ago. So many memories with both of my kids in that chair. I had a moment of sadness seeing the chair drive away with its new owner but also have hope that it can bring memories to another family as it did mine. ♥️

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Beautiful. I have read this essay during different seasons of motherhood and each time it brings so much emotion; especially right now as my third child just turned two.

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Beautiful. Whether or not an actual chair, I think there is a symbolic seat in all of our mother hearts for these sentiments ❣️

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i’ve read this before, but wow. you really got me today. 😭❤️

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Thanks for rereading, Kelsee!

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Had to find my Substack login and stumbled on this upon re-entry. This is my most favorite essay on motherhood, Ashlee. Your gift is such a gift.

Our glider was a purchase I saved for last because I also wanted to make something else aesthetically work. (Funny how quickly bleeding nipples can overhaul a design plan). Now with my third it's beige is a more grey, beautifully stained with what feel like lifetimes of motherhood. I'm sure I'll think of this essay sometimes during its final days here.

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Thank you for reading. This is absolutely a favorite of ours too!

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Thank you Ashlee, so beautiful ❤️.

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I have a grey rocking chair still existing, no longer for the night feeds but for reading board books and nursery rhymes and I bet I'll keep it for a few more years yet.

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What a wonderful essay. You may not have shed a tear giving the chair away, but I did reading it! My daughter is about a month apart in age from Presley, and we still have our bedtime snuggles in our gray rocker. I'm sure one day I will also be ready to part with the chair, but those snuggles are some of the best parts of my days. <3

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My 4th and final baby turns 6 months next week. Allllll the feels! 😭😭 So beautiful!

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So beautiful!!! 🥹

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Loved this one so much

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It’s a special one!

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